Wee! 7 days to my main exam.

Wee? YEAH RIGHT.

And i've just been fucking screwed by POA ZB 08 paper.

EVERY QN GOT SURPRISE. HOW TO PASS THE DAMN PAPER MAN!

MY SECTION A I CANNOT EVEN FIND 3 QUESTIONS I KNOW HOW TO DO! NEEDLESS TO SAY 6??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?

AGHHHHHHHH

Anyway, gonna have a family / early mother's day dinner at a Japanese place at Katong Mall on Friday! WAH LAO EH, jap food, how can I not go? CHAWANMUSHI!!!

okay, 2.30am now, gotta go wash up, and get ready for the battle between my bf and me!!

No lah, kidding, MAN U VS ARSENAL lor.

GOGOGOGOGOGO red devils!!

Happy 30th month Anniversary darling!

Or should I say 2 yrs 6 months anniversary (sounds shorter. won't feel so old. LOL)

Thanks for all the love you gave unconditionally.

You gave me the best, without asking for anything in return.

You'd always give in to me and my many many reasonable/unreasonable tantrums.

What more can I ask for?

Oh yeah, I'd ask for many many many more 30th months.. Never changing, ever growing love.. =)

Ps: going out to meet him now!

Good Morleng everyone!

Oh now, I'm getting the EDMW vibe in me! For those who don't know what is EDMW, good for you, please do not get close to it!

Well, it's 1.47am now. I've just finished a chapter of my sociology and my head is feeling heavy, yet again. Damn! It always feels heavy after doing sociology! And well! Exactly 9 more days to my main paper! Accounting in the morning of 7 may and Sociology in the afternoon. With less than 1 hour break in between, I don't even think I want to flip my sociology notes. Probably will put my hand on the stack of notes and chant a prayer ba. Hahaha..!

So, the past Saturday, I went to Tampines 1 (yes, for the 2nd time) with Edmund! Ps: Della! You're coming back soon right ! Must go Tampines 1 okay. where got ppl stay at tampines never go Tampines 1 de.. HAHAHAHA =X Anyway, Uniqlo (the famous/infamous shop) got no queue leh! Wanted to go in! But guess what. We FORGOT. Yeah, how can people forget to go into shops right. That is "shopping 101" lesson 1 for me. Never forget to go into a shop you want to go to when u are already in the mall! Damn! I think the next time I will go Tampines 1 will be on 21st May onwards lah. Where got mood to go shopping now sia.. 9 more days to exam. SHEN ah, please help me.

I don't know man. The structure in UOL and poly is so different. In poly, whatever question we are given, we just do. Study whole syllabus and reproduce the whole thing out. Here in UOL, there are sections whereby you choose 6 out of 12 questions or 2 out of 4 questions. Damn! Making topic picking inevitable eh? Well, let's hope that the choices i am about to finalize goes hand in hand with the questions coming out. Brrr.

I heard singapore expo (the venue of my examinations) is very cold lor. can write until shiver until cannot write leh! I think must bring my cardigan + jacket + windbreaker and BOOTs to protect my feet liao. Sumore I only prefer wearing shorts and not jeans leh. Are my thighs going to get frozen? Pork Thighs for sale anyone? HEHEHE. Paiseh la, my examination stress is making me not-so-sane. Though some of my friends would actually rebute saying that I'm always NOT-THAT-SANE. -.-

I need all the motivation I can have! What can motivate me? My dad's expectations for me to have 1st class honour? PLEASE. I think I will feel more unmotivated lor. I will feel too scared that everything also must be careful, also must analyze, until it will take up too much of my time and until i got no time to complete the damn 3 hour long paper! Argh. OKay zhuzhu, dun think negative thoughts okay, just try your best. (okay, that was a debate between the "me" and "I" side of myself.) "Me" is the socialized aspect of myself - the way that I am supposed to react; what i've learn about and conformed to through the basis of socialization and "taking the role of the other". "I" is the active aspect of myself - the way I would react naturally. It consists of creativity and implusiveness, the actions that "I" thinks about are usually more naturally and what you really want to do.

So here, my dad has given me an identity, a goal. To conform to the proposed identiy, I have to do certain stuff that MAY be done against my own will. (ME)

But, my normal self says: No way, I want to relax leh, I want to study just nice just pass? I want to take breaks every 2 hours. I want to go to Orchard road tomorrow and heck care exam! (I)

Of course the above mentioned (the previous para) is not serious lah. Who is in the right frame of mind to heck care a $2000+/- ($9000+/- / 4) exam? Everything is included. Notes, subject guides, venue bookings, lecturers, UOL revision lecturer's plane tickets, hotel stays etc are all included in that amount leh...... $$ is important, especially in the context of the society today.

Nation state is losing power.. no one is able to control the economy.. the is this weird flu called the swine flu.. Freddie Mac's CEO committed suicide.. So many things happening around the world.

Okay, I'm talking about the world liao. This is not so pozhu. Signalling the time for me to go KOON. Goodnight folks.

I'm viewing bb in a different light now

Finally I met up with BB Boy yesterday.. Though it doesn't seem long (Sunday and Monday only), it feels darn long lah.

It has been 2 long days for him.. due to the commencement of his PT studies.. Suddenly being bombard with lotsa theories and mathematics.. must be quite tough for him.. I promised to help him right after my exam.. hope it wouldn't be too late.. of cos he must jiayou himself also la.. cannot every time wait for help.. hehe..

He must be feeling very tired for the past 2 days.. but i hope he will never give up! =D 好不容易got the chance to study again.. must cherish!

Update on myself:
Been mugging here and there. But for very short sessions only. Like what my previous post mentioned, nothing is ever enough. I have not started on my Accounting, the exam commences in exactly 15 days from today. Sociology (also freaking 15 days from now) has been soso here soso there. Read the front few parts liao, now reading the back, forgot the front few parts. Section A of sociology is easy to score.. I am not going to give it up like that am i!?!?!? Well Well Well, only I will know. :S I think my brain size like constraint leh, why i remember that I remember some things very clearly last time i studied wan.. den now i go back and see.. is ji tao blank. LOL. Shesshh. Can anyone teach me how to expand my brain and memory size? =(

Liverpool and Arsenal:
Final score 4-4. Stunning 4 goal triller by Arshavin. Just in case you don't know Arshavin, he was quite famous while playing for Russia a few months back. He is GOOD man. Quick, dangerous and precise. Thank him for helping us (MAN U) delay Liverpool's chase for the EPL throphy.

But one bad news though, as much as I want to thank Arsenal and Arshavin, I don't want to meet them! Man U is going to face them 3 times in this 2 months. Shit man. LOL. Did i mentioned that Arshavin is QUICK, DANGEROUS and PRECISE? S.H.I.T.

Till my next post, see u!

SEEING RED

what 28 days cycle? Rubbish. Sometimes 30+ days.. NOW!? 24 days! Arggh. Cannot do Yoga liao la! IM SEEING RED!!! =X

Haha.. Here are some of pictures of Long Long eating. Got more videos of them, but always got my commentary, so i'm still thking of how to remove the audio before putting it up.. So, wait for them yeah? =D

Wah seh, everytime when it's the weekends i will feel super no mood to study lor.. Especially this weekend i am suppose to give myself 2 off days.. Haha.. Later meeting darling (EEEE SO ROMANTIC MEH???) at 5pm at my void deck.. We are going to Tampines 1 to explore! Read comments on forums saying that the place is bursting lor.. People mountain people sea. "I feel like I'm at IT FAIR" Shessh, NOT nice to hear. But too bad lah, see my kaypo-ness will > my rationalism or not.

Basically we will only go to that place for "sight seeing" lah.. Our main place to venture is Tampines Mall lor. Today I need to go to Popular! Him too! We need to get some stationery! Pens are seriously running dry on me. 1 month ago de 3 new pens i bought all no more ink liao. So I bought 3 more again at SIM popular the other day. Not to forget highlighters. Shessh, I pen can cost $1.55.. Thought of changing my type of pen to ball point pen instead of my usual ink pen. But cannot lah, too xi guan liao. I f'ing DO NOT like my handwriting if i were to write with ball point pens.

Time flies and I have already been through 6 external revision classes and 1 local revision class. And now, it's just 26 days to my main exam. Wat the fork! Have not started revising seriously on my sociology and accounting. Actually that is my aim lah, to save the last few weeks for the first 2 papers. BUT! I scared not time lor. -.-"

Got back my prelim results liao. only took accounting, corporate finance and marketing. But got back only 2 papers, POA and POM. Did okay lah. But preparing for the WORSE for my corporate finance paper. Out of the 4 questions i did, I onli f'king studied 1 topic lah. DOH.... But have to say am feeling much better about CF now than 1 month ago. Dr Pascal Frantz really helps! It doesn't matter if he wears his pants showing his boxers. It also doesn't matter if he was spotted wearing the same pattern boxers for 2 consecutive days! Haha.. *Note, I never say same boxers hor.. i say same pattern nia.. hahha =x

How do you know if what you have been doing is "enough"? What is "enough"? Am I studying enough? How do I tell? Compare with my friends? But what to do if some people claim that they do not study as much as they actually do? How do you guage? How long should my self proclaimed breaks be to be termed "enough"? How much do I read is enough? Until my head feels just fine? Or until it feels like it's gonna explode?

On another topic, my fish. How do I know if I am feeding them enough? $2 frogs every alternate day for 9 fish, enough? $2 = 30+ frogs. 1 fish 4 frogs for 2 days, enough? Not to forget that the long one always eats an average of 9 frogs per session. That leaves lesser for others to fight for and consume. I've read forums and see people spending an awful lot of money on feeders for their carnivorous fish and can't help but to think if i am underfeeding my babies. FYI, underfeeding can cause cannibalism, and I really don't want that! So, WHAT is ENOUGH?

Yet another topic, what about love? How much love do you put in to be termed "enough"? Is meeting 3 times a week enough? Is calling each other every day enough? What about > 5 calls a day? Enough? or TOO MUCH? Is spending 1 whole f'king day with each other enough? Or will you see each other as a pain in the eye after 1/2 a day? Is spending the night talking to him/her until either of them feels tired and wants to sleep enough? Are all these enough? or too much? Will the overdose of calls cause nauseousness/irritance?

Seems like people do not really understand the concept of "enough" because either they put in too much love, or put in too little. Either they study too much till they have to take panadols or they study too little until got no impact (in exceptional cases, some study so little oso can get first class honours, don't know why. ARH.) Either they eat too much (more than enough) and become overweight, or they eat too little (not really enough) to be aneroxic.

But i guess there is no way to educate one on the concept of enough lah. Different people got different expectations mah. Some may say, study 8 hours also not enough. Some say, study 3 hours a day enough liao la! haha!

Okay lah, enough of my ontology. Should ATTEMPT to study for the remaining 1.5 hours. 1.5 hours can be a waste of time, but on the other hand, it can also be spent with Quality ok! Have a nice weekend guys!

My Babies!

So, yesterday was my self declared off day.. (yes, again)

Haha.. and coincidentally, Edmund worked for half day only..

So we met up pretty early, considering it was a Saturday.

We met up at around 5pm.. and headed to Plaza Singapura!

Went to watch some babies swimming around in a huge SINK.. So cute lah.. 1 lesson $28. 10 lessons $180 or something

After that, we went for our preplanned dinner at Manhattan Fish Market!

Our 2nd time there! haha, we seldom splurge money on expensive food la.. maybe only once in a blue moon?

We ordered a Seafood platter for two, Set with ice tea and soup, and 1 country mushrooms.

Wah SEH, the country mushrooms are SEDAP MAN!. Ji tao SHIOKness.

Bill came up to less than $60 bucks..

To make up for the not very healthy food we had, we went to Arcade to play games.. We throw some balls at mosquitoes, mice and a flasher. Apparently, play that game also got burn fats one lor.. I got tired after that, maybe too intensive throwing liao.. Haha..

But burn hand fats not enough mah.. to burn our leg fats (okay, only mine, Edmund's legs are like 2 chopsticks!), we went to carrefour (as usual, always supermarket after meal..) for a walk. Bought Durian!! OMG. Wanna burn fats but in e end buy stuff that make us gain fats instead. Haha..

We got home soon after (probably about 10pm) and slacked. He watched soccer and me? I don't know.. see fish? Read forums? etc.. I am really in love with my fish .. lol took some videos of them yesterday.. if got chance, will upload them here.. haha..

Woke up at 11+ today. SO LATE SIA!

We went to feed doggies yesterday. We took some chicken bones from Kuey mee auntie and feed the beloved dogs!

I made a stupid mistake lah, buy beef dog food for them. they dont like lah, they only like chicken dog biscuits and real chicken bone/meat.

So yesterday we bought our bag-full of chicken bones over.. and we saw so many of them.. think in total about 15 ba.. i never really go and count.. I just like tt see..

I think got 2 main groups.. 1 adult group and 1 puppy group. Really damn cute.. once i got off the lorry with the bones, they came towards me liao.. Sense of smell so strong.. Last time see me run away, now see me run to me. hahah..

I think our happiest times is during dog feeding sessions.. hehe.. looking at all the bao bei dogs eating the food, so happy..

Okay lah, gotta go and bathe and try to study liao.. must keep up my motivation!!

I blogged on Sunday night tt i wanna study avg 5 hours per day, MONDAY itself i already study 3.5 hours only! Sian lor.. PZ please keep to ur words !!